This song popped in my head as I reflected on this question.
When he sings, "Lord, I trust you". I lose it,
That's how God surprised me this year. Every time I traded my doubt for trust, he exceeded my expectations. More specifically, God surprised me with a tribe and loving relationships. My birthday was such a GOOD surprise from God. It felt like everything (material and non-material) I prayed for was dropped shipped at my door.
It was reminder to me how much attention God pays to me. He never misses a thing.